Choices

I chose to be a freelance theatre practitioner because I hate routine and mundane lifestyle. My motto in life is to enjoy life and be happy in whatever I do, never do anything just for the sake of money but more for the passion. Being a freelancer, I get to choose which project to take up but as time goes by, I realize that the jobs that gave me the money are not the ones I enjoy doing the most and what is worse is that I am even losing the tiniest bit of passion I have for that.

Should I be brave and just choose to do what I still enjoy doing?
Or should I just continue for the sake of earning my keeps from the jobs that I am losing interest in?

I know I am already very lucky to be in this line because no matter what I do, I am still in touch with the art scene and most importantly the love of my life: The Stage, but maybe I am just being greedy, wanting even more despite what I already have, think I am not easily contented........